CXIII.
May 27th, 2012 § Leave a Comment
All of me is now invested in Rabbit. Then
come June: to Klammath!
to Redding!
to Palo Alto!
to Palm Springs!
to Tucson!
to Flagstaff!
to Saint George!
to Salt Lake City!
to Twin Falls!
to Boise!
to Prineville! Then
come July: to work, work, work; my evenings: to write, write, write
Somehow, some way, I will learn the functions of Civil Man, of Adult, and of Father
The mileage on the heart weighs heavy on so late a night as this;
how heavier it grows the further I travel,
how much stress the load amasses;
yet I am one of the damaged masses
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CXII.
May 7th, 2012 § Leave a Comment
What more can be said? I conquered how to illustrate what I see proves and disproves All. I am satisfied, bereft of words; nothing more can further satiate this thirst, this longing, this torture; no words can reach that which my absence of words accomplished
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until I know How Else,
farewell
CXI.
May 7th, 2012 § Leave a Comment
I must practice writing as Earth practiced itself
until I emerged
now words surface
to stars and to black [crushing] voids
[press lead / press diamond]
I / You
I / We
……… / ( )
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CX.
April 27th, 2012 § Leave a Comment
“It’s all so juvenile”
is a phrase I read via someone’s Facebook status, moments ago;
What is All? Is it living? Is it social drama? Is it Facebook? Because if we are talking of anything involving humans then the above statement is correct
because Facebook is never fully developed. And the Internet is still rather young. Social drama is forever unfolding, always developing. And living is all about development, especially for humans;
furthermore, humans can never reach their full capacity because we can always aspire to becoming something better than what we are;
a son can accomplish what his father could not: always—
a flower cannot accomplish anymore beyond what its flower predecessors could accomplish; the flower has reached its full capacity, just as the lion has and even the ape has.
We are juvenile creatures, I will assert. And I can stand by this claim. Anything we invent is juvenile, in effect, and will forever be so
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However,
on the thought of LkCa 15b (click here to google this), Nature is rather juvenile as a Whole;
always the universe is expanding within the Multiverse which is always expanding within Whatever;
always there are planets forming;
always there are stars dying to spread the elements that spur on new life;
always, Nature is developing,
and if we are Variants of Nature then we are its Exceeding of its capacity;
we are the developing brain of All
so All is juvenile.
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CIX.
April 22nd, 2012 § Leave a Comment
Earth Day
bleached-white tiny fossils of a duck
four months —five months? since we met last
organs, excavated
feathers sparse, marks of time
unthreading sinew,
pale orange webbed motors
little nothing
of Oneness
no eyes no heart no lungs
maggots! make way for Now & Laters, Ritz, Twix, Tootsie rolls, Kettle, Hostess, Frito-Lay, Keebler, Chex, Cola, Cola, Cola, Cola, Cola, Hershey, Doritos, Kotex, Airheads, Little Debbie, Wonka, Oscar-Meyer, Oberto, Quaker, Honey Maid
(all natural) (organic) (USDA approved) (100% wheat) (recyclable) (renewable) (sustainable)
dropped here, forgotten, by human hands
hands: for invention, for demolition
plastic! seep to Our Iron Core
our Engine
revs; it sputters, kicks
converge, diverge; we rebuild
fiercer, much too sustainable we are
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CVIII.
April 19th, 2012 § Leave a Comment
If I had to explain Why We Fall (which I do for myself…as I am on the verge of burning it and all the versions of it remaining) I might reach for
an Abstraction wherein televisions and VCR’s are magical, and where the once-upheld and mighty American Dream is nonexistent yet still so urgent…the people are sequestered in jail-like cells on this massive island…gray towers pile high into clouds…no concept of a world is known to these people. No concept of nature. But a will to survive and defeat and overcome is inherent. It is not a Reset for humankind. It is an Abstraction of how a young man imagines the world with inexperienced eyes. It is violent and unforgiving.
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I am hard at work at the waiting game
waiting for my editor
my agent
my graduation and release into the world
I am afraid
